another one?

Face it.

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 22:28:35 GMT

what is it? it is it!

I feel bad for whats happened.

YEP

thats all i got.

The thrill of the hunt

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 21:00:57 GMT

I have missed it so.

Bing Bong bo

I wish my friends would grow some balls and come visit the new england area.

cursing down the park way

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 12:14:41 GMT

I love my friends all of them. whether I met you in college or I met you in the 3rd grade or earlier.

everything is peachy keen.

I'm in a pretty good mood for once.

everything else is just bleh but I am lookin at the positive parts. I don't care whos doin what and whos doin who. all I care about is just chilling and having a good time. because I'm 20 and I don't have time to care what others are doin.

first happy entry in a long time.

I think its because of that taco bell i ate last night.

Chasing the dragon never felt so right

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 23:42:35 GMT

Kick rocks that all I gotta say about you know what and the you know who with the you know what situation with you know who and who can't be named but as long as the second and 3rd thing work out the first thing and the fourth thing will fall in place because the you know who can help me with the first and fourth thing the second and third thing is more of a thing I gotta settle with another you know who who is different then the other you know who who did that thing thats affecting the first thing and third thing. So if Money knows whats good for him self he'll get out of doge with all the fingers and toes before I sort out thing one and two on my own with out sorting out 2 and 3 with you know who. but I should wait for but I know I won't and if you know who gets to you know who things won't end like how they went down before. and you know who took a dive for the other guy on the first thing and not for the second thing that would have helped. Z Money didn't wait for my signal for you know who to him to start with the you know what. and you know what never works out unless you know who is at my back but I am seeing Someone with you know who on such and such date and that will be crazy and I am heading over to you know where at a certain point in time for a specific engagement at such and such time for such and such reason. who knows where these things will take me.

if you don't get it its probably about you in some way.
and if you do get it, then it is definitely about you. but then again its just another way to speak my mind with out saying I really mean blew off some steam and thats all this thing is about.

and anyone got any balls will be in boston

March 14 for Tony's birthday

o yea and I'm maintating a 3.0 so suck my balls

If you can speak the lingo then you can walk the walk

WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS TURN THEM SIDE WAYS- Miguel J. Hall

FINALLY FIXED MY COMPUTER

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 22:03:18 GMT

Sooooo fucking pumped

Many mixed feeling this weekend

I'm sad Joey lost a loved one

happy I went to New Orleans

So Fuckin wacky this weekend

Almost had sex with a fat girl thank god I didn't drink

Did get to watch a girl make here booty clap over and over and over and over again it was sweet

Saw mad old spanish lady BOOB-A-LA Ta tas it was gross haunted my dreams

Got some beeds

Grinded on some skank

I'm on a different level right now

and saw

Say anything
Hellogoodbye
shit band
crazy AZN band

Drugs your my only friends

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 18:49:04 GMT

Now when your bored and trying to find something to do what do you do.

A) make a list of things to do
B) Do drugs off hookers ass
C) drive around till you find something to do.
D) call friends and find something to do

I did everything but make a list

I love when i get phone calls back

and I officially don't won't and refuse to see any of the triplets and some times the 2nd string Grind Iron gang as far as I'm concerned I'm done talking about it I'm done biting my lip and coming to see them any way. So I guess if you want to see me call me when your not with them.

HAHA I just really don't care

as far as things go the rest of my summer goes like this

Aug 5th-11th Working maybe see friends

but from the 12th-30th

A) I will see friends who want to see me
B) go to baseball games
C) Throw one big Party which is on the 19th gilgo be there or get the fuck out of my life.
D) Finish watching My tv shows
E) get my shit ready for school
F) and take care of unfinished business...

I'll see you when I see you

Peace

I love

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 17:21:47 GMT

That all my friends do coke now I guess its the new black but then again I didn't realize I was in 1980 or 1979. Shit wheres my sweet BMW 550 for 20 grand Brand new wheres my balling Crib for only 100 grand wheres my t shirt and blazer.

Damn what happened

Your not a fuckin rock Star quit acting like one

WOW Get out of my life

Later

BatCave anitcs

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 14:18:24 GMT

So I'm leaning towards the bitch but I think I'm suppose to take the Sweet heart Idk

1 night of Shit talking and blue balls
or 1 night of ... well Idk how that night would play out if I took her

And theirs only a choice because I'm a Shit head and I'm Sick of nice Girls

Maybe I will take the Bitch... but Idk

how quick things change with me HA HA

good thing these convictions don't matter.

Love it

Tue, 27 Mar 2007 14:56:16 GMT

Well I found something to fill the void for now its 8 films to die for and Happy Feet. Best movie combo ever.

Death among friends

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 20:10:45 GMT

Yep She did it again She tried killing her self again. yep Once again I yell at my self why I got involved or am still involve. What ever call it what you will. Days like this I feel I should have left it all behind a long time ago saved my self the heart ach. But that would Just BE A BITCH MOVE and I'm not trying to do that. Fuck things suck.

So go fuck your self if you think your life sucks.

I will just keep it moving and see what happens next.

Im goin to a show at the donkey tomorrow to patron a friends band if you wanna go or if you are goin and you need a ride give me a call. Shows at 5 if you didn't know.

a real down word spiral.

I'd send you my Heart but it won't fit

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:55:12 GMT

So How do you know If its just a test or if its for real??

yea I hate being forgotten about. So yea umm today Feb 14 I think I'm goin to the beach and be emo and recite lines from that magical movie. Later

If you knew the level I was on you wouldn't need drugs either

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 00:45:47 GMT

So Friday I finished my test I finished my year or school. Friday I also found out that I got into college. I'm kinda gone in the fall. Yep shipping out starting life. Timing is everything. I am mad pissed though some dick hear stole the picture of cramer at Kates. I am fucking really mad. other then that everything is good. I'm happy i get to see other friends that i haven't seen in a while. I am off for 6 months i get to do nothing school related for 6 months I am amped on life.

When you speak all I hear are lies

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 21:07:12 GMT

Damn I'm tired like real tired. I lied to my self thinking I'd have enough sleep for "work" today damn.

k
thanks
Bye

What time is it? Shit I missed my Q!!!

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 04:14:58 GMT

Missing your Q can kill a scene in a play. Missing your Q in real life can fuck you over a lot also. If you miss your Q to ask the girl out or if you miss your Q to ask the girl back to your house you might as well give up. Although this world is based on miss reading Q all the time so everyone pretty much gets a second chance. By this I live by Jim Munster legendary words " Timing is everything" and Phil The Mobster, bartender, Window cleaner "Fuck'em they don't know shit". 2 men that have lived life 2 totally different points of views one lived and grew up in brooklyn and broke heads in FL and then came back and got a nice cosshy job from his mob connections. the other grew up in Islip and fucked on the amityville horror house front lawn. Both have seen their share of fucked up and funny shit both have guided me with a few things and jesus if I live as half as intresting lives as they did I won't mind a brain toumor at 30 and still alive to see 40 or a retired Bartender cleaning windows at the age of 69. Man and the only other person that remotely comes close is My Uncel Burnie Or Uncel Hall. Uncel burnie's stories you can never tell if their true because he tells you some pretty outlandish shit. but then again he's pretty fucked in the head and its hard to think he lie to impress an eighteen year old yoout. And Uncel Hall Jesus..... thats all their is to say
maybe add more later proabaly not

all in all Live now and not 20 years from now

Fuck any thing and everything
and do what you may with your life

and Anal is just really one more hole to fill Just saying but Im playing damn Love biggie

The blade hangs - Saves the day.......

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 17:09:13 GMT

last night sucked disapointed I couldn't see anyone besides all the things i heard about drama. Kinda happy i wasn't their. I hate being attached to the hip or at least catorigized that but for right Now Dan is the only person That I can deal with all the time or at least the only one picks up his fone so guess in short FUCK ALL YOU HOES except my Nicole she fly. im getting rid of my cell phone and getting a beeper just to simplify life again. life was better when i had a beeper. haha I had one up till about 3 years now. Shit i kinda miss it. but yea so if others maybe could think for them selves or even make plans or even just pick up a phone and be alittle decisive things might be better. But on a serrious note "If you ani't doin it right someone else will" - Big L words to live by. Always be on your A game with your game face on and be ready to fuckin roll becuase shit nigga like sly says life doesn't meet you half way you want something fucking Take it. So get your fucking Grind on and get it. O and being sick blows it ruined my plans 4 times last night.

kinda pissed that girls are tearing my friends apart. We're all assholes lookin for our own nut so fucking what. This hasn't been news sinces lets see 5 Grade. but you guys have your rights to be mad at each other. so do what you need to do to make you feel better. but drastic measures like looking at "The SCREW" and making out with her or doin her is just never a good idea. Yea people talk what else is new and I hear it.

and I kinda wanna see someones nudies that weren't suposse to even exist. haha If you sence one pair you wanna see them all.

another side note you better know your hand books by the weekend. And if you don't know now you know nigga.

Fuckin hate abdule girlfriend on another side note.

F*ck

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 03:39:57 GMT

Yo I just watch that doc. on my comp and it was really funny. It wasn't one of them one sided types of Docs. you got to see the FCC side of things and The hippy side so it makes you understand that you need one because other wise fuck becomes like saying breakfast everyone says it and it doesn't mean much fuck would lose all its meaning. at that point you could say i want you to breakfast me and it would be just as meaningful.

on a side note kinda amped about this chick shes kind of a nut but not really she has a fucking nutty fam but who doesn't and She drives so thats a big plus. Damn its funny how quick things change when you got something to aim for in life.

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 01:42:05 GMT

Yep Just keep pushing. and have hope. birthday on WEDNESDAY big 18 Word.Peace

basic math

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 15:02:06 GMT

Helping my uncel move + making money = sweet
Drive home + uhal = blew ass
MADIONA + GOULD + SPAROW + Beach party with other niggas - Ticket = Fucking sweet time
Missing a out on someone special = Priceless

and apple bees was kinda gay but funny cuz cinnomin didn't care i called her it hahaha nah I really didn't mean to say cinnonmin I just exzaggerated the nns on the end of sinem.

Sparow = party animal !!!

THE URN WWWWOOOOOOO

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 16:37:40 GMT

So I lost sight of my goal and totaly forgot about it. So this is me remebering. So does any one want to meet up on the 4th??

Little tiny pieces of memories....

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 18:20:38 GMT

So yea last night I got bored so I decied to clean my bowl and It dawned on my I should probably stop doing drugs so on that thought I broke my piece now at the time it was a good idea but now I regret it because I have a lot of fond memories with it and I'm not goin to keep a broken piece so now I'm pissed but at the same time okay with it because I'm goin to see how I function with out drugs for a while and if I kill someone I know I should be back on drugs.

So It seems

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 19:28:44 GMT

I write about a lot of the same things all the time and when i write entries i write half the entry or the whole entry in and then delete it and change it and add something else. So What am I really thinking.....

anyone remeber

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 01:56:38 GMT

So who remebers 9th grade with this funny spanish kid. Well I do his name was tommy and I just saw that nigga like a half an hour ago He hasn't changed one bit. Mother fucker I miss his ass

The Biggest let down

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 18:33:58 GMT

u know I had something else written but it doesn't matter as long as I see you. WTF. If I don't then when do I wonder when will I?? will I really have to steal a cop car to get to u?

what is kind of a revelation to me

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 16:15:58 GMT

"You may have a hard time believing this, but I have an excellent
relationship with God. I know you probably think I'm an atheist, but
nothing could be further from the truth. I love God. If God was here right
now I'd suck his big divine dick.(I'm a woman, so fuck you gay haters.)

See, the problem with most people is they have no idea how to have a
relationship with God. That's because they're caught up in the infinite,
the indefinable. Or worse, you've been listening to your minister, priest,
rabbi, or mullah. These people are not experts on God. They may know
about pedophilia, embezzlement, where to buy lean pastrami and/or bomb
making supplies but they don't know shit about the Lord.

You need to think of God in human terms. Instead of worrying about your
relationship with God, imagine you're trying to have a relationship with
Charlie Sheen. Why Charlie Sheen? Because like God, most people wish they
had a better relationship with Charlie Sheen. Like Jesus, Charlie Sheen
hangs out with a lot of prostitutes and has great hair.

The first step in improving your relationship with God/Charlie Sheen is to
stop asking him for stuff. Sure he's got tons of cool stuff, and probably
wouldn't miss it. He's fucking Denise Richards in the ass and all you want
is enough money to buy a new toaster. Well unfortunately, Charlie has that
money earmarked for nipple waxing and crack so he's not going to just hand
it over. Like God, Charlie gets requests from people he doesn't know all of
the time. Even if he did know you, he can't just hand you everything you
want. That would make God OJ Simpson and you would be Kato Kaelin. Do
you want God to be OJ Simpson? I didn't think so. Are you starting to
understand how God works?

The second thing to do to improve your relationship with God/Charlie Sheen
is to stop holding him responsible for things that you did, or didn't do.
Nothing is more annoying to Him then you saying, "If I don't get that job,
it was because Charlie Sheen didn't want me to get it." or "Charlie Sheen
will get me out of this speeding ticket, even though I'm shit faced on
Percocet, Crestor, and Peach Schnapps." I'm not saying Charlie will never
help you, but you really need to take some personal responsibility.
"Charlie Sheen wants me to beat up this prostitute. After all, did he not
shoot Kelly Preston?" Believe me Charlie Sheen probably does want you to
beat up that prostitute, but you're still the one holding the sock full of
nickels.

The third thing to do to improve your relationship with God/Charlie Sheen is
to stop talking shit about him. Don't be bragging about how well you know
Him, and how everyone else should get to know Him. Your relationship with
Him is not special. Plus, Charlie Sheen has more friends than he knows what
to do with. If other people want a relationship with Charlie Sheen they
only need to go to the nearest topless club.

The fourth thing to do to improve your relationship with God/Charlie Sheen
is to stop going to his house. Would you want someone coming over your
house every Sunday? Even though you're going there to praise Him, it's all
a little much. Plus, look at the douchebags all around you. They're not
really friends of Him. They all just want stuff, or want to blame Him for
stuff. You don't need to be associated with these people.

Finally, stop questioning everything he does. He has done good things like
"Wall Street" and "Hot Shots!" I and II. And yet, he has also done "Men at
Work" and "Two and a Half Men"? He broke up with porn star Ginger Lynn.
Some things he does are beyond our human comprehension

Try being a good friend to Him for a change. That way when you die, you can
go live with Him in Malibu. I hope you take comfort in that. Next time
I'll explain why loving the Devil is like a giving Paula Abdul a Slippery
Rocking Horse." - mid july T-shirt hell newsletter

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 13:39:30 GMT

O yea and fuck any teacher that try to fucking annoy me cuz they will not like what they see